The more and more i try to talk to him about it the more and more he backs up into his conor and hides,I think that he doesn't want to know if he has hurt me or not because it is better then him getting hurt himself,well tomarrow I think I'm going to see him and put the theroy to the test...oh and about my friend who's light is burning out ethier its gone and he is lerneing how to put on a painted smile like me or he is getting better i hope its the sencond one...anyway i wish that he wouln't be scared i asked him if he thought fear was weakness..he said no everyone has fear but what is weak is not trying to face it ...well hes not and he is weak just like he was trying to tell me all along ...and yet he hurts me so much so what does that mean about me?Why cant he just understand that i don't want to talk about the way i feel about him because i think deep down he honestly knows...All I ever wanted and the reason i kept getting more and more deep into it is because i want to know how he feels . What are people so scared of ?
I want , need to know how to beat fear how to kill it before it has time to ruin everything i live for...I won't let it win.
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