I remember a time when i looked at things and thought i understood.I remember a time when i looked at things and wished i understood for the first time in my life im going to try to understand.
Lately I've been at the bottom of the pit i dug and the pit my friends ,family, and the someone who makes my world go and my heart stop threw me in. But now im taking action I'm going to lose this battle and win or lose the war either way it will end and i will move on . I finally truly understand him. I think i knew the truth all along . But i still find it hard to believe . I didn't want to believe it because I thought if the reason we weren't together was me i could keep changing until we would be. I am afraid of not having that control. I'm terrified of it but it is truly his problem is fear of comintimint and vonarblity and to get him to overcome his fear i think its only right to defeat mine as well and let the control go and put it in gods hands .
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