do you know the feeling of
the back of your eyes the nerves that are
only set off when your about to break down the nerves that
push harder and harder against your skull when you think they
might burst because your trying not to cry so hard?
well i do.
just wanting to crash ,hide in a deep whole go back even farther until your soul
doesn't remember light.
Im further back then i started from.
Im dreading the months, days,years ahead i know this feeling the period of time
that means nothing until you love again every time its like new breath ,its waking up a baby with
memories and scares of your last life,lessons of your last life. I don't know if that day will come
again , i know it has before but i just dont know the 1 year mark of our souls first meeting is in 6 days . I wounder if he even knows i wounder hes even thought about it at all. The only thing geting me though thease days are hopes for the future not about love but about peace and what life is about beyond a other person that completes you
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
No comments:
Post a Comment